CC = calm & collected
WW = worry wart
on the last day of classes before spring break, the number of things i have to do hit me like a ton of bricks. and it just got worse and worse as i came home and have been home for a couple of days now.
and it's completely my fault.
there are so many things i should've done way before spring break. and now i must do the best i can until i get to school, where i will have very, very little time before everything starts eating away at me completely. i'm trying not to regret my actions (or lack thereof) pre-spring break, but it's very difficult.
i've been trying to relax, but at the same time in my mind, everything that i have to remember to do before our family leaves for washington d.c., during washington d.c., and when i get back from washington d.c. keeps rolling over and over in my mind. this is what i get for lack of responsibility, procrastination, and putting my needs above others.
i feel insane. and i feel like i am complaining/whining right now for something that is nobody else's fault and is in nobody else's control, so i will stop writing now.
time to be more productive. let's get this vacation itinerary done and overwith.
i'll write a more interesting post when i'm in washington.
2 comments:
don't worry Tammy you shouldn't worry about it right now. Spring break is the time to enjoy yourself and just think of it, when you return to bing you will be a better well rounded person. You will be better prepared to tackle your work.
also your in college, the word done is non-existent.
tammy. you work without stopping for the most part. vent. vent like hell. do this as much as you need to and never apologize for letting people know whats on your mind. you cant bottle it all up. VENT! youre a writer damnit. at least your venting will sound pretty
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