i don't know if the rest of my family would agree, but i personally think there is a kind of underlying "don't ask, don't tell" policy in our house.
i don't even really know how to explain it. it's like, i feel like a television typical angst teenager whose parents don't know who i am and only know the minimal things of my life. and you know what? it's not like i don't want to share with them my life, it's just that they rarely ask. and if they do, it's out of politeness or whatever. and then if i do share with them stuff, they don't remember. or they don't ask me about it later to see how it's progressing, to see how i'm doing.
i don't want to say anything because i don't want to force them to say anything, or ask. the whole point is that i wish they'd want to know more about my life.
it's getting harder and harder since i've been feeling this way since the beginning of high school. sometimes i just get snappy or have an attitude for "no reason." but really, i know why.
some days i can take it. other days, i just get really annoyed. it's frustrating.
here's a random thing. i miss the tv show, dr. quinn. i used to watch it all the time. and it's a really good show. plus, i love jane seymour in that show, and i'm a sucker for dresses (which you may or may not know), the kind that they wore way back in old times. i love love loooove this show! it went on for a good 6 seasons.
so, they used to show re-runs on the hallmark channel last year, and my dad tried taping a bunch onto dvds, but as i tried watching one today, they're all out of order. sigh.
colleen: sully, where are all my chickens?
hahaha. anyway, i miss that show.
and jane seymour is so pretty.
if i get the dvds one day, you all should watch it with me :]
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Hi if you miss Jane Seymour you will probably enjoy her new upcoming Hallmark movie on August 23 called Dear Prudence. She plays a fun character- sort of a cross between Martha Stewart and Jessica Fletcher but there is also romance and comedy- If you'd like to find out more you can see all kinds of clips, photos and even some of her character Prudence's diary on my site for the film here
http://thedqtimes.com/dearprudence2/
Hallmark also has a message board and forum set up for the film. They are quite excited about it and hope to turn it into a series. You can check out their forum here
http://community.hallmarkchannel.com/kickapps/_/club/56122/2827.html
Ok, I'll confess, I was a sucker for Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman for a really long time... But then I saw one episode where this dog got rabies and it bit this girl and she died, or something, and I was way too young to grasp the depth or mortality and death and stuff, so I've been hesitant about that show since.
I also remember the episode where she got her tooth pulled. Good stuff.
you being in love with dresses from back in the day remind me of gilmore girls when rory had donna reed night for dean :)
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